Jared said it was probably after Porter was born. I think he’s wrong– I think it all started happening earlier than that. I think it happened after the miscarriage. I was really only trying to think back about the when and why of that whole situation because I think it was about that time that […]
For a while now, I have struggled to stick to any semblance of a routine. At first, I chalked it up to depression. But now, lack of routine has become a thing of its own to conquer. So here I am. I got up at 5 a.m. this morning in an attempt to jump start […]
In a previous post called, “Documenting Even the Mess,” I decided I would take pictures of our house even in its horridly disorganized state. I’ve started doing more of that, just as a therapeutic exercise to get my finger clicking the shutter on my camera. But none of them are save-worthy, much less share-worthy. I […]
There are times in my life when life gets really messy. When laundry piles up and the dishes don’t get done and there is darkness. There are times in my life when everything routine comes to a grinding halt. In such times, I wonder how it all got this messy. In my messy life, I […]
I struggle with depression sometimes. When I do struggle, sometimes all I can do is open up the blinds to let the light into my home. On days in which I remember to open the blinds, I can nearly always salvage something good from the day. Note to self: remember to open the blinds.